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28 January 2006

SO CONFUSING TILL I'M GOING INTO A DEPRESSION...

yay! i'm finally letting my darling labtop see light and feel electricity again!! sort of a new year treat for it ba...! but now i am regreting big time... so mah fan... have to do updates and stuff otherwise the com will move so slow... than the windows xp service pack 3... also dunno wad is it for... but since i had service pack 2 no harm d/ling the 3 version... but big mistake... cause alot of things i dun understand... nvm... one day i'll get someone to help me!

anyway it has been a week that passed very fast... so fast i going to have exams and than graduate le... i went back to my ex sip firm today and heard alot of interesting stories about how the cases i was handling turned out! ask me for more details...

haiz... i also dunno wad to type le... maybe coz i'm not in the best mood... so tired... maybe coz i did so much things that i dun even know i shld be doing and i feel not appreciated... dunno y... it's not tt i want the appreciation or wad but i juz feel weird... i dunno la.. maybe it's juz me... maybe i'm going into depression again so confused... amuz go see my counsellors again... cheryl i think... cannot remember the name le... nice gal... she helped me alot...haiz...

so many dots and 2ml is cny... no mood for it... no mood for anything... not even a joke...

i will never let you go;
1/28/2006 12:25:00 AM

24 January 2006

MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA

Click on it to hear a better sound coz of my background music! courtesy of http://www.youtube.com

funny rite??? hahaha but the real movie is a nice show

i will never let you go;
1/24/2006 09:40:00 AM

21 January 2006

I'M TOTALLY SPACED OUT!!!

i'm suppose to be doing my projects... but now my mind is in a blank and i can't slp!!! i mean... wad can u expect from a person who has not slept for the pass 2 days...

i tried to slp... but when i close my eyes i see my tutors chasing me for my projects and the fear of staying back 1 sem creeps back and i wake up! super scary... i've been living on coffee and sweets these day... maybe it's those but last time oso not like tt leh...

some weird things i have been doing since i got hm frm sch at 6.45pm...
1. i tried to sms using my air-con remote
2. i tried changing the tv channel with my hp
3. i left my tv remote control in the fridge
4. i could not recognise anybody who called
5. i started staring into space alot
6. i tot my dog was a pillow
7. i mistook a pillow for my dog

this is bad... but with so many deadlines... i cannot help it!

have u ever had a grp member whom u tot was actually ok and cld help u wif the project when u tot the other members were a disaster... than in the end she screwed everything up and the disasters had to help u fix the problem?

last nite i received work frm 1 of my grp member... she is the 8th wonder of the world! how can a person shrink a piece of work that shld be abt 10 pages long into 1.5 pages?? when i saw the work... i cried! thank goodness jaslyn was there to help me! (thanks gurl!! i owe u lots!) worked from 7pm till 6.30am and than went to school and continue...till 2pm than i handed it in! the best thing is i called for a meeting at 9am and she could come at 9.40!!!!! i mean u dun value the project just tell me... i will gladly omit ur name... feels good to get it off my chest!

anyway chinese new year is like next wk and i haben gone shopping and nither do i feel the cny mood... maybe it is b'coz of the stupid deadlines i have... who gives a deadline on the 2nd day of cny?? haiz... spoil my mood only...

so now i haf to get back to my work... sibeh sian!!!!

*****dieded***** no jokes*****brain dead*****

i will never let you go;
1/21/2006 12:42:00 AM

13 January 2006

IT'S GONNA BE A LOUSY WEEKEND

after so many interesting things happening in the week... i realised i'm gonna have a lousy weekend!

to start it off... i have a test on sat (wad happened to the 5 day work week thing??) on top of that... my darling has to book in early on sunday (book in by 8 which means he has to leave by 5.30pm!!!) where got enough time to spend together??? juz coz he late 5 mins he has to book in 2hrs earlier... wad kind of stupid rule is tt?? i mean where is the allowance timing... shld give them some esp for those staying far away... haiz... but wad to do? they say the lower lifeform have to obey... so no choice lo ll oso have to follow orders.

i was juz wondering... wad will happen if the govt asked girls to enlist too? will it be chaos??
i mean juz look... juz to go out we can take 1hr min to dress up and actually be ready to go out... than we have our time of the month where we cannot do too strenous exercise... so mah fan rite?? and we are scared of little things like crockroaches and lizards and snakes and even balls.. wad make u think tt we will be able to survive a 7 day outfield training? i think we wun even make it to the site... of course there are the girls who can take all these training but i dun think majority of the girls can... everyone will be trying to downgrade their pes status and going to the medical officer every few times a day! (no offence to anybody k?? it's juz my personal feeling! if u think it hurts u.. than dun read it!)

every fri when i hear my darling's voice he sounds so tired... i feel that he is so poor thing... of course it is an honour to serve the country but do they really need to push them so hard? i hardly hear him... and everyday he is being trained like a dog till he is so tired... even my snoopy doesn't train as hard as him ( actually snoopy nv trains...) i mean u train him for wad? he's going to be an enemy and he's going to lose anyway... in the end they still have to surrender... so y?? haiz... i guess it's juz like tt wad to do? ( my bro will be going in soon also and i dun think he will be able to make it..)

joke of the post...

a new batch of recruits had to do his 12km road march as a qualification for their basic training... so on the day of the march they got ready by 6am and were pumped up for the trek. An hour later, they felt the load of their packs and started to wonder if the end would ever come.

then their sergeant yelled, " you are doing a fine job, we have already covered 4 km!" revitalized they picked up the pace. "and..." continued the sergeant, "we should be reaching the starting point anytime!" -_-

hehehe... i tot it was quite interesting!

i will never let you go;
1/13/2006 11:55:00 PM

12 January 2006

I AM SO TIRED AND I FEEL VERY LOST!!

i had a fun day yesterday! it was kelly's wedding (my darling's little sis)! but i am super tired now! the travelling and all the helping out has worn me out by half! but all in all kelly and jianlin were very happy and tt's all tt matters!

though there were certain unhappiness... but the whole event went well! so now we're all back to our daily lives and wishing them all the best in their lives together.

things i learnt frm the wedding:

1. always tell the groom to come at least more than 2hrs earlier..
2. the groom muz haf a grp of able bodied brothers
3. the bride muz haf a grp of witty sisters
4. the big red table at the wedding dinner is a scary place
5. when u are not married to your partner... nv sit at the big red table!
6. keep a low profile at wedding dinners (pple will tend to ask.. "when is ur turn")
7. eat 1 serving only... dun eat too much! (it's a long dinner)

the wedding dinner was nice... maybe can haf mine there... singapore expo.. but very inaccessible.. see how lo.

anyway during the dinner i was super stressed up! coz not only was kelvin introducing me to his relatives... his mum and grandma too!! i was terrified when his grandma called me and starting introduing every single relative she was talking too by family position!!! i wanted to run! and darling was no where in sight to help me!! plus i dunno if i was to sensitive or wad but his side of the family were looking at me with weird looks coz i was sitting at the red table when i wasn't related to them!!! i blame all of the above on my darling!

but all in all it was a fun day! so now it's back to my live i'm going to graduate in like 1-2mths time! and than my turn to get married! so fast! so i am damn lost now... i know he is the one for me and i know he will protect and take care of me but i am still scared. alot of pple (e.g. mum etc.) tell me i am not ready... but in the words of my teacher.... i can never be readier (is tt a word?) it's something tt i have to learn as the days go by... at least i know tt there are pple supporting my decision.

my darling... what can i say about him:
1. he loves me very much... more than anything else.
2. he is faithful to me...
3. he is very hardworking
4. though he is not exactly the richest guy in singapore... but he still tries to provide me with the best and nothing less!
5. he is ok looking... i dun mind looking at him everyday and he is not ugly
6. our relationship is strong... we hardly quarrel and even if we do it nv lasted more than a day
7. he is very very patient with me

i'm listing out the points and i realised tt it is a long list and there are some P&C stuff tt cannot be added in... but i'm sure he is going to be my hubby. he says we'll register in march and get married in probably july - september (date to be confirmed) but alot of pple tell me not to coz he is still in the army... but so what.. pple in the army are also human they need to get married too! so now i am very lost! i dunno wad to do! am i ready? should i? am i too young?

pondering on stuff.... so no jokes!

a girl asked a guy one day "do you want to be with me forever?"
the guy replied "no"
she was heartbroken and she asked again " if i leave u will u cry?"
the guy replied "no"
at this point she broke down and ran away...
he ran after her and told her " i do not want to be with you... i NEED to be with you forever. i won't cry if u leave... i'll DIE if u leave me."

i will never let you go;
1/12/2006 12:03:00 PM

09 January 2006

I'M SUPER TIRED!!!

is it me or is it 2006 has been a very busy year or i'ts just jan???

i seem to be having some major event every week!!!

25 dec 2005 -- x'mas
31 dec 2005 -- new year eve
1 jan 2006 -- new year
2 jan 2006 -- celebrate dar dar b'dae
4 jan 2006 -- dar dar b'dae
10 jan 2006 -- hari raya haji (though i dun celebrate it but it's still a major event)
11 jan 2006 -- kelly's wedding
14 jan 2006 -- arbitration test
21 jan 2006 -- darren b'dae bbq / chinese new year reunion dinner at my mum's side
28-31 jan 2006 -- chinese new year
4 feb 2006 -- ah ma b'dae dinner
14 feb 2006 -- valentine's day

see... it's like so packed la... arh!! plus i got super alot of deadlines and test and exam is drawing near and it's my final year and than i need to get married so much things to do how?? so stress!!!

i'm dying soon!!!

last will and testament of woo mei yan

i, woo mei yan melody (nirc no.) of bartley road/ tampines, a stressed up student, singapore citizen, HEREBY REVOKE all my former wills and testamentary dispositions herefore made by me and DELCARE THAT THIS IS MY LAST WILL AND TESTAMENT.

i appoint my hubby koh chye hock kelvin (nirc no.) of tampines as to be the executor and trustee of this will and i declare that the expression "my trustees" in this will shall include the trustee for the time being of this will whether original or substituted.

i give bequeath and devise the following items:
1. my dog snoopy to kelvin
2. my nokia 7610 to kelvin for his personal use
3. my nec labtop to kelvin for his use or liqudation as he deems fit
4. my clothes and accessories to jaslyn, huilin, mitch for their use or as momentos
5. all my assets in my acocunt to kelvin for his use
6. my neopet accout to kelvin so that he can make more money to play the stockmarket with it
7. my liabilities to be split between kelvin and tee hong

i give the residue of my estate (out of which shall be paid my funeral and testamentary expenses and my debts) to my trustee to dispose or liquidate it at his sole discretion after my parents and brother and relatives have chosen any item of my property they may want to keep as a momento.

IN WITNESS WHEREOF i set my hand to this 10th january 2006.

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in any case i die at least i wun die inestate!

enjoy my jokes while they last!

A blonde walks into a bank in New York City and tells the loan officer that she's going to Europe on business for two weeks and needs to borrow $5,000.
The loan officer says the bank will need some kind of security for the loan, so the blonde hands over the keys to a new Rolls-Royce, which is parked in front of the bank. She has the title and everything checks out, so the bank agrees to accept the car as collateral for the loan.
As the blonde leaves with the money, the bank's president and officers enjoy a good laugh at someone using a $250,000 Rolls as collateral against a $5,000 loan. An employee moves the Rolls into the bank's underground garage and parks it.
Two weeks later the blonde returns and repays the $5,000 and the interest, which comes to $15.41.
As he hands the keys back to the blonde, the loan officer says, "Miss, we are very happy to have had your business, and the transaction has worked out very nicely. But we are a little puzzled. While you were away, we checked your records and found that you are a multimillionaire. Why would you bother to borrow $5,000?"
The blonde replies, "Where else in New York City can I park my car for two weeks for only $15.41 and expect it to be there when I return?"

ha. ha. ha......

i will never let you go;
1/09/2006 11:47:00 PM

07 January 2006

HAPPI NEEEW YEAR!!!

goodbye to 2005 and arlow to 2006!! weehee!!!!!

so fast 2005 gone le... means i am 1 year older! sianz...

anyway resolutions time! (though i nv keep them... but it's fun to make new resolutions every year!)

1. have better time management (same as the last 13 years of my life!)
2. make sure my room is neat (same as the last 13 years...)
3. do all my homework and hand it in on time (do i still have homework?? tutorials not counted!)
4. be a better sister to my brother (for the past 13 years of my life i have been trying to do tt but it has not succeed!)
5. do better in my studies (erm...)
6.be a nicer person (and let pple bully me?)

those are the resolutions tt i make every year... here are some new ones!

7. graduate successfully frm TP (by march 2006)
8. keep in contact wif all of my best buddies (mitch, huilin, jas, sx, mark ho,hong...)
9. get married (too soon??)
10. keep my relationship wif darling going strong (tt's a must!)
11. go to hong kong disneyland! (i heard the paper cups there are cute!)

11 new resolutions le... i'll make a checklist to see which of them i actually fulfiled!

anyway 2005 was interesting so many things happened! but the year went by in a flash! i still can remember CNY and my new year celebration than i am celebrating the 2 festive occasions again! not tt i am complaing... i like these festive seaons coz i get gifts (well some dun have la) but most impt i get holidays!!! so fun!

so off with 2005 and hello 2006... i believe this new year will be a huge transition for me! for 1 i'm graduating from poly and joining the corporate world! (scary...) i'm probably going to become someone's wife (even more scary...) i'm going to hit the big 20 (faint~!) i seriously dunno how am i going to cope with it... but in anycase i will and in the words of chicken little..."I WILL SURVIVE!" and see 2007...

okie for now it's back to the deadlines and tests and exams... haven't been blogging much coz of the stupid schoolwork... but i'll try my best to update it more when i got the free time or when i cannot sleep (like now...)

joke of the post!

an old man goes to a wizard to ask him to remove a curse that has been on him for the pass 40 years.

the wizard says "i'll try to help but you will have to tell me THE EXACT WORDS that were used to put the curse on you"

without any hesitation the old man say "i'll now pronounce you man and wife."

wahahahahahahahhaha! so funny! (jaslyn will kill me!)

i will never let you go;
1/07/2006 12:00:00 AM